ok maybe more than a year ago. but still.
im glad that most of my freshies can stay in vj, quite happy for them. i mean they mugged hard to get in right? the exceptional cases are the ones who get in for 'free', if you know what i mean.

i just read my freshie's blog and she said 'vj sci all the way! that's my choice and that's my calling! ... the vj sch song and all is stuck in my head eversince the first time i sang it, ... the vj ppl really like the sch and they sing the song so loudly ... they really love the school, like they would die for the school or sth.."
*disclaimer: i forgot her exact words, but most of it are right.

haha. but im glad that she thinks that way, cos to some extent, i like vj. tho i dunno whether i have that emotional attachment to it yet. to think of it, i dunno is i have any emotional attachment to any of my schs at all. ok maybe tkg i have that attachment, cos i miss the GREEN. hmmm maybe it'll need more time. i bet once i leave the sch i'll feel STH hopefully. if not i dunno how i spent having long days in vj. must have been hard.

and i wish to tell the freshie of mine that she hasnt gone thru the crunch time in jc cos really, she only tasted the honeymoon period. add some lemon and chilli on top of that honey and you'll have a whole load of sour moments and a nasty kick to your once fairytale life. and i havent even started on pw. nvm, let's not burst her bubble. i mean, every other jc wld be the same anw.

at least i know that i did my part to make her wanna stay in vj, no matter how small that part was, and i know that the 4 of us did our jobs the best we cld, so kudos to us.

and i was at the tkg webbie just now to see the sch's o level achievement, and im like feeling ... happy? ok with a tinge of jealousy HAHA. u see ar, MY BATCH - the beloved CLASS OF 2006 managed an msg of 11.3, the class of 2007 got 11.1 ok la better than us. and they had 100% passes in 5 subj or more. and they showed the names of those who got 6A1s on the screen oh sheesh that made me real mad. was it that difficult to do the same the yr before?? haha ok la whatever diy is just overreacting. anw, go tkg! proud of you to be able to do better :)
but you see, CLASS OF 2006 broke the cursed spell that has been over the prev batches, and we really pulled to bring the results man. i mean, frm msg 13+ to 11.3, come on! we were on the verge of losing the autonomy status! even houdini cldnt lower it that much in a year. we just triggered the ball rolling. conclusion:

TKGS CLASS OF 2006 ROCKS TO THE MAX.

and my jnr happened to be one of the top scorers wow. and that girl who had the same name as me in the same cca had the same L1R5 i think we're twins haha. nvm, let's ust hope that this yr's batch cls keep up or do even better, cos i wanna see tkg regaining its glory that was once deframed by the evil seniors hehe.

see i told you i had some emotional attachment. emotional attachment for the batch of 2006 too. maybe next year i'd have a similar post for vj too if we did better. too bad they didnt have blogs when we had psle, if not i'd be posting one for pasir ris pri too if we did well, which i doubt so haha. which reminds me, i wanna email their principal for who-knows-what-reason-but-me.

and i heard that cat high got an msg of like 6+ omg how can any sch get that low?? either the teachers there are super good, or the students there are super good, or there was something there that really caused them to mugg mugg mugg and mugg somemore. if ri was taking o's i think they'd have a formidable contender. congrats!:)

anw, sch is getting more fun by the day.
i like school :)) hello.
it's been 3 weeks since i updated, and i had the faintest thought of just letting this thing go dead. why? ask my inner self. and i thought i knew myself better than anyone. the 16PF apparently knew me more than how i thought i was, and i find myself unable to deny any claim put forth in that blue file, cos whatever thats in there,

is true.

all i can say is that J2 life is hectic to the max, and i find myself scratching for time constantly. devouring whatever last bits i can grab to savour whatever life that is left in me. honestly, im lost.

HELP ME, dear you.

briefly:
orientation was fun fun fun.
jared benjamin and sharyn were fun fun fun. we've become good friends now.
schoolwork is confusing confusing confusing, but i like doing hw.
school is draining draining draining, but i like school.
give me a sign.
and i thought i had many signs for the first few days. werent they enough?

there is one thing that keeps me going for school, and i think i should let go of it.
fairytales, i shouldnt harp on it for long. why dont you start first?
the blue file did say i scored 4 - im shy and not socially bold. and im a 9 for apprehensive.
unless sth happens, i'll be timid.
my work is priority.
but there's sth in me that wants to hold on to that strand of hope.

til another sign comes my way, i'll lay low.

thank you for just appearing here and there.
love, diy.