ok wait lemme go to the toilet first. cant tahan.

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im back!

watch this. the click five, i mean that jenny song is nice :) hey there delilah is nice too, if only someone wld sing hey there diyanah to me haha. anyway, few comments.
1)the lead singer's pants are too skinny and tight.wonder how he walks. with his feet.
2)they're promoting nokia. not bad, since that phone is quite pretty. equipped with 3G capabilities that youths today are able to utilise, to suit their hectic life and complement their lifestyle.
3)the lift has teleportic abilities.
4)they somehow end up in a grave.
5)they used an asian as jenny.at least she's pretty. don't you think she looks abit like katie leung from harry potter?

food for thought, HMMM. esp some of the points. but nvm, my ears like the song, so it doesnt matter.







tdy wasnt such a bad day at all, yes polly, im feeling the same way :)

OP tdy wasnt so bad, i thought we did ok, except for SOME who CLAIMED we distorted their portion of the limelight without prior knowledge of it (hello?? we didnt.maybe if you paid attention more you wld have have actually noticed. try saving your own face for it.)
mrs mah said that i was too fast,but i thought i was like a snail compared to how i usually am normally.i thought i was just fine!nvm, im keeping my pace.

AND,

IM A FELLOW OGL !!!!!!!!!!!

we all got in! gummie, polly, char!! syaz got in!! fiona too!! lotsa ppl in A are frm ct, so i guess it wldnt be that bad :D but im still wondering who's aaron cos he's my "ogl partner" for A-2.and another girl called sharyn or sth. but nvm, i'll just stay my crappy ways and make friends there and then i guess. and i wonder why some wldnt even consider trying for ogl. i mean, im not the best person in the world and i got the job, there are ppl out there who wld be better but i guess they'll just be crashing heehee. too bad someone isnt in, but did that person even try? i wonder. oh well. you cant have everything.

and who was the one who said that she was certain of not getting in??? and then gonna crash my og?? HMMM??

ahhhhh. cloud 9 man.

just imagine:

hello my name's diy, and i'll be your ogl for the next few days. pls be seated and make sure your seatbelts are fastened before we take you on a whirlwind of a ride during O1. would you like cheer or dance?

wahhhhh so funnnn!!! cant imagine la. my craziness really pulled off. the mocca impersonation wasnt wasted on deaf ears, blind eyes. im still amazed i was THAT mad.

but then again, how could SOME ppl just be SO LUCKY to be RANDOMLY placed with someone you know? lucky coincidence i guess. and i guess that SOME of us wld be HAPPIER doing some ppl looking/staring/glaring during the preparations and the thing itself :P
heehee, maybe all of us will *oops!*
i did not say anything.

and today i promise myself i'd keep myself busy with PS, I LOVE YOU. then really sleep. cos i've been sleeping at 2 the past wk :(
i've really watched all the criminal minds videos on youtube, no more!

full black bear now.

will really be black when we start ogl training with the sea regatta stuff. sentosa wld just be a speck compared to this. but it will be worth it.

CONGRATS!

PS, (i don't love you, but that's beside the point haha) i just thought of sth i thought wld help me for ogl. like an encouragement to just let loose.

THE MOST COMFORTABLE THING YOU CAN WEAR SOMETIMES IS YOUR OWN SKIN

and this makes sense to me. you know what janice, i realised we shd have taken a picture of joyjoy's present! cos now how to take alr??? we totally forgot abt it
}:( oh wells. we ask joyjoy to take haha!


anw, let's see. yesterday, there definitely was a highlight, one which i felt that truly shows how much bonds can be formed in just 5days, and leave a lasting impression for a lifetime. i mean, we havent met for abt 5mths, and we were still as close as ever!! i love my dearies :) <33


SO, i went for uni talks prep in sch, and i thought it was ending at 5 or so, but it ended at 1PM. like omg la what was i to do for 4 hrs?? then i ended up staying back awhile rotting kepo-ing etc etc around the hall. tho i felt tired but dunno what kept me going. then me and michelle ended up playing with the trolley that we borrowed frm the office! haha, for a solid 1/2 hr, we pushed each other around on the trolley and laughed like funfair. nothing else better to do right?? omg. juanzhen and clara were there too! i think margaret left alr..


ooooh, and i saw you! STRONG!


so then i took 36, and headed to PS. I WENT TO MEET MY DEAR JOYJOYYYY AND JANICEEEE!!! wah like donkey years since we spent time liddat together! i mean, pre-u sem was 5 mths ago! tmr wld make it exactly 5 mths actually, but still! :( janice said that she never wanted the night to end *everybody, say OOOOOOHHHH SCANDAL SCANDAL!!* hahha, sounds wrong.


the first thing when we saw each other was to hug each other like nobody's business. i mean it really isnt theirs right? haha, so it didnt matter that we were outside the HSBC building talking loudly :X


and im almost certain there is a syndicate happening at PS. those ppl dont even look right, trying to pose and pass off as STUDENTS, PUHLEASE. try shaking our hand somemore. i shall complain to the PS management, tell them of the undesirable activities happening around there. near the istana somemore. whatever it is, i hope the $$ we 'donated' really goes to the unfortunate, cos if it doesnt, you know you've sinned and tricked people. i hope one of you reads this. let you face the shame you deserve. HMMPH! (janice said that i said sth too loud, abt those ppl, till some others were looking in our direction :P)


the worse thing was in abt 10mins, we were approached by 3 such ppl, trying to talk abt 3 different beneficiaries, and all 3 looked like syndicate-rs. sell the same thing some more. like what toots is this world breeding? but nvm, janice and i are happy that we donated $1 for a TRUE cause. im gonna find out that ex-convicts organisation at ANSON RD. that person who is reading this, i hope you've gotten your passport ready to flee, cos im gonna get to the bottom of this. think im dumb not to notice the address and organisation you claim you are from?? HMMM??


actually im not angry, just angry that there are such ppl out there. if you truly are doing it for a cause, then dont be THAT skimpily dressed, remove the attitude, and show that you are really helping them, and not show off tattoos and piercings and all. ppl are not dumb to think they would believe you.


anw, back to topic, so me and janice went to DAISO, i didnt know they sold everything for $2. we bought the box for joyjoy there! then we bought all her goodies at carrefour. oreo ribena pudding some biscuit thing haha. we filled the box then decorated the box all around! too bad we didnt take a pic of it :(

we went to macs and sat there eating fries and icecream! haha so fun. joyjoy said that we were gonna make her fat or sth. aiyohhh pls la.. so skinny alr!


joyjoy had consultation at the starbucks, then we obviously knew she was there, so we thick-skinned walked into the place, made eye contact with her, giggle gigle, then pretended to look at the menu, then left thru the other exit hahhahahah!!! just for fun.. then when we entered, the tchr's eyes were SO HUGE i thought his eyes can eat me or sth. acc to joyjoy aft we left he asked her whether we were her friends hahahaha so paisehhh.


SECRET RECIPE, i went ballistic. dunno what happened to me but i went crazy. WHAT AR??? LAK-SA-NIA??? hahahha lak-sa-nia.

janice wanted the LASAGNE. then she was saying sth like this (acting out only, in the end didnt order this)


janice: errr, can i have the LAK-SA- ...
me: eh laksa la! later they give you laksa!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH and they had laksa at secret recipeeee!!!



sorry ar joyjoy, i think i scared your friend, i laughed like werewolf howling. janice said i was like that eversince i met her haha.

actually i think me and janice had a good time laughing throughout dinner. and i managed to tell her abt ... (janice you know ar...)

the 3 of us ordered the same - panfried dory with lobster sauce or sth (obviously the name more glam la, i just forgot)


and janice typed in my phone that joyjoy looked prettier with her braces removed! and i agreeeee!!!


then we ate, but i talked too much so i was kinda the slowest, joyjoy and her friend fast eaters la. the red cabbage so bitter, not nice :( aft the meal we made a smiley! the forks are the earrings :X




haha, then joyjoy and friend (i think her name was yi ting) had to leave, then janice and i went to the toilet to take pics haha. THAT WAS WHEN I REALISED THAT I REALLY MISSED THEM BOTH. so sad you know, i think if the whole of SG9 was a class and we were classmates, we would be one happy class, all united and bonded :)) so sweet.


so janice, send me the pics FAST ok??? cos i wanna see!!!


and yesterday was really a well spent night, i liked it lots and YES we MUST do it again, esp aft joyjoy's A's we can go out again and again :D

ok i feel sleepy aft the uni talks just now, had reception duty.we waited 2 hrs just for the parents to arrive la! so longgg. you know how many times i got bitten by mosquitoes while waiting?? siannn. but nvm, we were sitting tgt in the concourse playing hp games/sleeping/stoning. haha christen got frustrated with my hp game, cos apparently he lowered his score, but then got happy cos he killed a mole named ghandhi.oh wells. and we did get to eat the food, so it was ok :) the eclairs had ICE CREAM in them! donuts currypuffs pizza limecordial.



go out again ok?? with you!!! <33 heehee hari raya is funnn :) i love it lots and lots!


but the #1 side effect : over-eating. i think i've been eating alot alr. and it doesnt help that my mum cooks great. sinful pleasures only succumb to regret later on, but let me devour every minute of it while i can :))


so let's see, in between talking to polly abt pw, and reading the report, and then doing some random stuff, i think polly's handling pw great so far!haha,i know she's frustrated alr (i mean, who isn't?), and yes im grateful i have a few days 'off' kinda, and i really owe her one.


but no fret, im joining her and pw again, cos i know pw is two-timing us, but i like sharing pw with her, the more the merrier! pw+ polly / pw+diy= power man..steady since march.24/7. we should be celebrating our 7th mth anniversary very very soon. but i think pw's identity is gonna be exposed soon, cos we'll be presenting it to everyone on the 31st, we'll just see whether our efforts of taking care our little baby really pulled off. we should be certified babysitters/groomers/editors(chief editors i might add)/packagers/beauticians etc etc etc with what we've done to see our little boy/girl grow up into a young man/woman..p.s. i think pw is heterosexual or sth, must look for a nicer universal, more accomodating-to-both-genders name. pw sounds bland. BLEAH diy you've gone nuts. but you cant deny we've been settling everything.


anw, hari raya was great. its not everyday you get to meet everyone and just slack slack slack talk talk eat eat slack talk eat.so fun.


first day, grandma's hse (daddy's side) at tampines, from 3 til 8.ok that was slightly boring cos EVERYONE went home alr by the time we arrived. i mean, we came at 3 for goodness sake!


THEN, the fun started. went to my uncle's (mummy's side) at simsville. i met everyoneee!!! we talked and slaked and we see how tall ppl grew over time etc etc. but really, camwhoring is fun when you have your cousins around, especially if almost all your cousins on your mum's side are girls! really, of the older cousins i think only 2 are guys. that's why there's such a thing as girl power, to torment your husbands and make sure they follow your order later on :D


then we went to my aunt's hse (mummy's side) and that was aother great time. my cousin's room is super nice la.gosh my room is an embarrassment.nvm at least i can still sleep in it with all the dust and nonsense :P


she had this zebra thing hanging on the wall which you could use as a backdrop to take a 'studio' photo! ok im waiting for her to send me EVERYTHING!


then AT 12 MIDNIGHT, WE MADE OUR WAY TO MY PLACE! omg 12 midnight. AND WE HAD 'SUPPER' AT 1A.M. thats cos my mum cooked lots alr, and i helped cut the long beans :) but i think all the food's almost gone alr, cos my mum's been feeding us exactly that since saturday. yup that day i slept at 2 or 3. cant rmb. too sleepyyy.


2nd day : we left the hse only at 5pm in the evening for who-knows-what reason. wasted the whole day watching the hariraya shows on tv, but then again, we woke up at 11 haha. ended up going to my uncle's hse again, cos of some confusion, but it was nice going there cos there was the kuihhh, and we had dinner there! (omg, my mum's chix curry recipe is the best!she passed it on to my uncle to try, and it tasted the same!! evergreen taste :D)


ohhh and we stopped by at munchy donuts behind tkgs to get donuts and i saw the old sch again.i think they shd repaint it, such a funny shade of brown and gree now. it looks old and rundown and not like the lady-like glamour and resolutness they wanna portray, i shall feedback like the true blue singaporean i am. and the oreo and greentea donuts are niceee!


then we went to my uncle's (daddy's side) and my aunt's (daddy's side). gosh, my aunt's cat multiplied and had children and they multiplied and had children! last year there was only 1 cat, this year they had 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the power of love in the animal kingdom.they created 2 generations in 1 year! omg.and my bro was using me as a shield cos he was a scaredy-cat.


ok, tdy wld be bland. maybe someone would come overat night and i'll get to entertain them then. much more fun than cleaning my room. atleast that filipino movie i watched in the morning wasnt such a disappointment.but jericho rosales only came out in 2 scenes!! :(


funny friendster wont allow me to post photos saying cant convert format or sth. i converted it and it still cant post. then my cable for the cam and the usb port arent friends anymore or sth, cos they cant detect the device :((

that is all!! so let's see. today wasnt the best of all the days i had in sch, and i have reason to think so. gosh, i feel stupider by the minute. what have i done?? what have i done to deserve all this?? sometimes i just get paranoid and small things freak me out. like this is the retribution for not cutting my nails or not covering the toilet seat or sth. i dunno what's wrong with me and i think im just overexpecting better.and im stressed from all this, i think it's triggering pms or sth. so dont you dare try something funny with me cos i think i may just lash out at you. ok maybe not. at least im lucky that im not one who wld emo the whole day and at least would feel slightly happier aft awhile. but then again..gosh, told you i feel stupider by the minute. half of what i just said dont even make sense.

so ive gotten to know abt gp and econs. dang. i thought i would do better for both, but maybe i shd thank my lucky stars they werent as bad as midyrs. at least with gp in tow i still have the chance of getting promoted. at least .. at least..

oh wells.

then econs is another toot in the behind. i THOUGHT that maybe i could use econs to pull my midyr econs grades up, since it was so bad it would put whoever it was behind the MRP theory and the Lorenz curve to shame, total embarrassment. but still, im hoping for abt 3 marks to fall from the sky or somewhere. moderation or sth, at least then i may not need R-pprs cos it'll be a pass overall then. cos my dumb midyrs pulled the thing down..

okok, so maybe i shd be grateful that ive already passed 2 papers for promos if you only consider the promo grades and not mix it with midyrs. AND I AM. very very grateful in fact. cos ive actually proven myself that im capable of improving by abt 10 - 12 marks in both subj within a span of 2 1/2 mths.just that the disappointment in not being able to scrape into where i would consider satisfactory is just too much. and duhhh, i know everyone else in the whole world would be doing a much greater job than me. see how much i fair in the singaporean context? kiasu-ism.

everyone else, but me. if they were to compare me and a cow studying which grass to eat or sth, or which chemical-based component was present in the grass, i bet the cow wld win hands down. heck, i bet it would know how to draw the cis-trans and optical isomers of the organic compounds in the grass! and im suppose to like cow-ing. but what difference would it make when you pull in mediocre results with all that cow-ing? i just hoped for more, thats all.and it seems that others have more luck at studying and actually getting the results they want. maybe it's just me. foolish.

maybe this is just a case of time. like in sec3 when everything seems like greek to you, but once we reached sec4, everything seemed like singlish and we made sense of the once illogical.i guess time will tell. maybe it's a sign.

and i found out that i actually have igloo duty but didnt know abt it. and i have diarrhoea so im quite happy im home cos i'll be rushing to the toilet every few seconds and that'll just be inconvenient in school.

and we're getting the econs and maths papers back for checking tmr. im praying for there to be some calculation or marking errors that would grant me more marks. or let there naturally be 100% on the front page smiling at me. (yeah right). cos i havent tasted something like that eversince i stepped into that 'institution of education'.more like a place where doom lies, really. PLEASE HELP ME!

at least there's hari raya to look forward to. but then again, i havent cleaned my room, i really havent done much you know. there goes my perk of the week.

at least there were few surprises along the way to today. not that im saying all's well in diy's world. but at least you make my day sometimes :)

SIANNNNNNNNNNNN.

somebody please do something before i go bonkers, bananas & nuts. the panda has gone into deeeeep sadness. now that exams are over, ive got more time to think and surprisingly, less time to sleep. and i just re-read all the msgs i got from janice and joycelyn. like they're very nice, taking all their time to write all those for me on small pieces of ppr, tho they were pretty tight then.

only at that point in time i realised that i really have lotsa ppl to fall back on, you know. home, school, outside, everywhere. i really like the fact that theyre only a phone's call away, or that they are online most of the time and i can just click and talk. and just talk to everyone about anything. even my mummy :) dunno why im feeling this way haha.

i guess the company i have in school, really makes me feel good. and the people i know, i like all of them. precious people will be kept close to my heart :)

i can meet my group in sch anytime, tho i cant for the rest. oh wells. i'll wait til promos and possibly hari raya is over til i get to meet u guys more often. sum, if you're reading this, tell me when ok?? we seveners dont meet up much!!

yep, and i miss my pre u sem friends lots and lots. lots lots and lots. every single one of you are missed :D we should organise another outing aft promos. yeah?

for the record,

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