put my hand in your pocket.

sweet serenity :) Saturday, 29 September 2007 11:01 pm

im currently in love with this song. like it depicts how much this guy is willing to sacrifice for that true love he believes in, no matter how long.such dedication, i like :)

i cant be bothered to resize the video to fit the parameters. too enchanted by elliot yamin.

and i thought i was gonna. 4:46 am

look at the time.
it's like 4.46am in the morning and i havent slept still. eversince i posted the previous post ive been awake.
definite kick-out from the zoo now. i was sleepy you know, dunno why i bacame awake. must be the filipino movies i was watching.why dont i just go to the night safari then? i'll be full black bear, you cant find me, i'll be so bored i'll ACTUALLY sleep.

blame the youtube, friendster and blog hopping for my incessant nosiness into other ppl's privacy. blame it when i evolve and get permanent residence at night safari too.

and i think im getting sick.

today was fun :) Friday, 28 September 2007 11:22 pm

haiz. pollylolly just told me sth abt the geog essay qn that i didnt exactly wanna hear, like ARGGGH.

now i live with the compounding guilt and frustration, thinking whether i had studied enough OR NOT. actually i think i studied enough for geog, maybe i just didnt rmb that lil fact at that point in time.but there's nothing i can do now, really.

i really think that effect of diminishing returns really sets in once you sit for the subsequent papers, cos it seems like im not very very sure of the last few papers. you know im not even concerned abt getting As. as long as i pass i'll be a happy girl.

diminishing marginal returns - like you get back less and less with every additional unit being produced. im TRYING to produce the results... man that's difficult.

oh wells. the LR supply curve won't be as inelastic as the SR supply curve, so i guess by the time A's come around, it wouldnt be as bad. supply would increase, hence results would increase too. thus, my analogy on promos.

nvm. at least i had fun today :) :) :)

i met syaz today cos we wanted to break our fast outside, but we met at 2.30 haha. so we went to the esplanade!! gosh. i realised the esplanade is really the couples magnet, so many lovey-dovey-yucky displays of affection. like cant they do it somewhere else?? and why outside on the outdoor terrace?? they'd be sweating too much they wouldnt enjoy each other's company! can't they see it's just too hot??

I GUESS LOVE JUST MAKES YOU BLIND (and reduces their thinking skills too :P )

there was this guy who passed us and he looked like brad pitt. OMG . *faints*

so we slacked there for about 2 1/2 hrs, just talking abt everything under the sun, cos we had NOTHING TO DO!! i love that feeling :)

we talked abt funny stuff and laughed til we rolled over, then serious stuff, then funny again, then some guy talk, then funny stuff again haizz. talked abt the future and stuff. so cool. like just imagine, in like maybe 10 yrs time you'd have miniature versions of you running around and a whole load of responsibility on your shoulders. that's tough.

but of course there are stuff THAT I WOULDNT WANNA SHARE WITH THE WORLD SO I'LL KEEP IT TO MYSELF haha. (if you're thinking who i meant, yes, it's you.)

then we went to fareast and had RAMEN TEN.wah, their teriyaki chicken don thingy was quite nice. filling too.we were FULL when we left the place. tho we waited like 50 mins extra cos it was fullhouse, so we fasted for another 50 mins. and that rose tea thing that we drank in the meantime was THE SWEETEST MOST NICEST DRINK IVE EVER TASTED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. diy was 30% happier at that point in time. such appreciation could only be shown if you were as thirsty as a CAMEL. but nvm, i managed to buy some stuff :) cheap cheap CHEAP! (ok la not that cheap, but it was buy 2 get 1 free. i bet they were just selling 3 for that price la. manipulative marketing tactics. i see why they study POA or econs)

and i guess i'll be dancing for mcs again. i'll see. i didn't promise you anything syaz!!

now im sleepy cos i reached home at 10pm, and i slept at 230 the previous night, and ive gotta wake up at 430 for sahur, and then dental at idunnowhattime, then pw til idunnowhen. i think we keep a very accomplished lifestyle aft exams, cos we seem to be much more energetic doing all the nonsense we do til the rooster wakes us up, and we still don't stop it.

ok im digressing and i'll turn into a full black bear if i dont sleep soon. my status as the mandai panda is expiring and i guess im upgrading to a higher level. kudos to all who have survived promos. many more tests and exams to come.

GOODNIGHT.

PROMOS ARE OVER. Thursday, 27 September 2007 8:23 pm

SO that's it?? it's over.

heave a sigh of relief, smoothen my creased brow.

relax and relieve the tension,

as i wait my impending fate.

all i can say is that, some of the papers were shockers. not all were really, like easy.

Chem ppr 1... dots.

OH PLEASE DON'T LET THAT HAPPEN! I'LL PRAY FOR IT NOT TO HAPPEN! THAT GOES FOR THE REST OF MY PPRS TOO!

ok diy, don't be too critical. but there's this feeling that you can't put away.

the 'WHAT IFs'

what if i had done badly? what ifit's so horrid the teachers use my ppr as a sample of which answers to reject.

those kinda what ifs.

i guess i have a better feeling abt GP than i had for midyrs.maybe econs too.but sekali...

oh wells.

let's not think abt it.

let me spend the next week in subtle serenity and not blanket myself in REDUNDANT PARANOIA.

haha redundant.

Anyway, aft chem, we screamed, we danced, we jiggled, we threw the tables and burned the school down.

then we decided that we needed to do sth good. and 'productive'. so what did we do?

IKEA!

let the pictures do the talking.

toilet #1polly's showering!toilet #2edwin arranged the rats! looks disgusting :P

lilin, edwin & polly from the back

my sotong!

trolleys!

i named them! (L to R) HIPPO, HIPPY, HAPPY.

but it was very fun! gosh, i hadnt had much fun in awhile. country bumpkin.

so we bought small elephants and hippos, and played with squids and rats and was hoping we would shock some ppl with cookie's hiding spots, but nothing happened! luckily nothing happened to that pregnant woman, or cookie would have to be the gynae then.

ok til then, i guess.

i've gotta go back to PW. gosh.

MISS ME!

pre-bday, 140907 Saturday, 15 September 2007 12:56 pm

lilin, kuan ren, gummie, me!, pollylolly, charmainey
:0 :P :)) THANK YOU FOR THE BALLOON!!!! :)))

the ultimate cuddle - my mummy got this for me on the same day, guess it was my bday present haha. im naming it MUFFIN :) it's a bunny!

ok now im gonna mugggggg.

fear Friday, 7 September 2007 6:33 pm

and i've got the sniffles.and the coughs.

fearful of what's to come, fearful of myself. but what i know, standing strong against all odds can defeat that fear embedded within. come on diy, stay strong.

you won't hear from me anytime soon. give me about a month.